The Lonely Night Hysteria.

You did it again,
yes you in the mirror,
you put your faith in a cruel world,
All my dead friends come to haunt, harm and hinder, never letting go,
here to drag me down to Hell,
just say goodbye…

I was much offended this morning when I came to notice that a Christian Criminal had commented a rather old blogpost of mine, obviously appalled at my closing statement about how religious clergy should be executed and religious believers sent to labour and re-education camps for training in the proper ways to see the world. Beginning with some cautious moves – “I am not even sure it is worth commenting” – this diseased fellow is sure one bad sick bastard. Of course it ISN’T WORTH COMMENTING. Why did you have to do it? I chose to approve the comment, however, because it splendidly shows the true stupidity and fail of religious people.

“You make the same old assumption that thru out the ages has been made: Christianity =’s religion.” Here, as far as I was able to read, this person claims that I equate all religion to Christianity, or something. I am not sure, there’s a strange “’s” after the “=”, so maybe it was intended to be something else. The post in question specified that it was for all religions. This includes Islam, Hinduism, most forms of Buddhism, Mormons, Judaism, Catholicism, Protestantism, etc. I hope this deranged one isn’t suggesting Christianity is something more than a mere religion— in which case this person is more stupid than I first thought.

Then the Christian deviator continues to and fails to make much sense, since it seems as if it has not properly read the post. Oh, and Jesus never existed the way he was portrayed in the Bible, hope you know that. Then it seems to suggest that I am prideful and believe I am without sin—I am anything but prideful (but sure as hell HATE-ful). One part – “Religion is nothing more than Man or womankind’s attempt to explain our existence. This is not Christianity… The work of Christ was not to explain our existence but to offer eternal life…” – seems to suggest I have initiated a discussion of this. It was the old redneck in the videos to which I linked which presented Christianity as an explanation to existence; which by the way is a crucial part of most religions, including Christianity, regardless.

Then the post suddenly loses touch with reality; claiming I see myself as the high priest of history and the well-read bearer of truth, which is just a fucking stupid thing to say. I’d never raise myself to such heights. I am of the opinion that everything I and everyone else says is utter rubbish, a retarded voluminous regurgitation of nothingness, a black hole of fail. I’m full of shit, and so are you, Christian. I know nothing, and neither do you. We all just assume a lot of tripe is true, though we will really never know, the end days you await will come someday, maybe you’ll be long dead by then or not, but it will never be the way it is in your orgasmic fantasies. Nothing ever is.

The end is the end. We walk a uneven path through a rugged mountainous landscape of deserted villages and pitch black forests full of decaying carcasses. Everything is a lie. There is no such thing as truth. Your views are out there and all over the place, oh Christian deviator, you will be judged one day, not by God or Jesus, but by my firing squads: an event you cannot stop no matter how much you believe. It will be the end of humankind, for nobody will escape my grasp, you are all dirty, sick; we are all sinners, rot woven into flesh, the smell of scorched human bone, and as such we must be eradicated. No more promises and hopes, no more FAITH or other delusions, no more false belief in how things will work out in the end—

No sorting, no mercy; all equal at last, tissue ripped off limbs and grilled pink, a public barbeque, the mass extermination of the human race, the final solution. Do not make the mistake to assume I hold myself above others. I am certain that I am as worthless as anyone, and I will finish of myself once my job of eradicating everyone else is completed, for as I am a human like the rest of them, I must also perish in the Great Purge.

Now that this issue has been sorted out, I’d also like to add one more thing. It was that day a while ago. The day whose name shall not be mentioned, sometimes referred to as the “Day of Love”. The day it was incepted in its modern form was certainly not a day of victory—well, not victory of love, either way. Maybe victory for the companies selling flowers and heart-shaped objects and chocolate in red heart-shaped boxes. I’d like chocolate in a yellow box shaped like a hammer and sickle, where each little bar looks like the badge provided by the State Stalin Prize 1941-1954. That’d truly be a superior thing. Much better than some pesky hearts… though hearts in a realistic and accurate shape and size made of chocolate would be pretty cool too. I’m not sure I’d like to desecrate such a great thing by eating it, however. I prefer my Stalin medals intact.

We love like fighting cats, sleeping under the moon outside a burning barn, bringing heat to our frozen bodies by way sex and proximity to the fire, slowly burning out and diminishing into a glowing mountain of grey-black ashes, like a volcano by night it glows—and we, intoxicated by love and ecstatic sex, embrace one another and become as one.

There’s no such thing as free will, so what does it matter that “freedom” is “infringed upon”? People should not be free. The Bible is pretty unclear on the subject of free will, occasionally suggesting it exists, other times not; how is it going to be? Are we responsible for our own sins, or is God? Does God make us repent; make us ask for redemption for the sins God made us commit? Why would God create organisms so imperfect such as us? If we were created in the image of God, what does that tell you about God? : That God is a mean, sadistic psychopathic control freak, worse than even me, and on top of that – unlike me – God is omnipotent, all-powerful. I have no power. I make no difference and have no illusions thereabout.

Contradicting ourselves is in our very nature.

Is this life this degradation
this pointless game, humiliation
Born to die, we’re born to lose
and not one choice we make we choose
And when this life is at an end
we find that Death’s our only friend
Must we suffer through your games, oh Lord?
Can God really be so bored?

We waste our lives destroying, hating,
while beneath our flesh a skull lies waiting
Blind to beauty blind to love,
we fear of our loving Lord above
Some live their lives to play their games,
some live as victims, the insane
Your experiment oh Lord has failed
and I trust that when we meet you will forgive us

It’s futile so I’ll end this note
and find a knife and slit my throat
and come to track you down oh Lord
you better watch your back,
be sure that when we meet you’ll be surprised
no loving praise, no glee filled cries
Just pain and hate and tear filled sighs
and the question in the end is “Why?”

–London After Midnight, A Letter to God

The complete destruction of the Individual is desirable.

It is well known that liberals are idiots. If you word it the right way, even conservative Americans will agree, because what a liberal is in the U.S. is not what it is in most other places around the world. In the U.S., the silly humanistic nanny-leftists and their foolish utopian world-view are constantly (and often rightfully) ridiculed, but why they are called “liberals” I am not quite sure. They are indeed a very stupid bunch, but there are some much more loathsome elements in the U.S. political system. I am talking not of the retarded “neo-conservatives” nor the Democrats and “liberals”, but of the easily most stupid thing ever conceived. Libertarians. (When I say liberal, I mean it as in “classical liberalism”, much akin to Libertarianism).

Good friends of Ron Paul and Internet-savvy, those degenerate utopian liberals have for far too many years ruined the world with their inept tripe. What worse is that they pollute the Internet to an astounding degree with inane preaching about Jefferson and the Constitution, and any good State should have those mongrel vermin shipped away to labour camps. A specimen of the species Libertarian Scum chose to comment upon my previous entry about Italian Fascism, this is what it wrote:

Don’t whitewash Italian Fascism with the “they weren’t racists” defence. I have Italian Fascist magazines from Mussolini’s time that are full of racism, articles on racial purity, on the inferiority of blacks, etc. The usual racist crap. But the key points may be: Both Fascism and Nazism were socialist systems, whose prevue extended into every aspect of life. Both were Nationalistic, with a capital N. And both were corporate socialists’ regimes, and this is very key for the present, for America and Europe are, and are becoming almost purely, under the EU and Clinton-Bush, corporate socialist regimes, where the individual has no power. That’s why Ron Paul’s anti-Statism is the only modern expression of anti-Fascist, anti-Nazi thinking.

As we can see from this inane drivel, this is clearly one of those brain-dead libertarian fuckwits. I disagree with many aspects of Fascism, particularly its anti-communism and absurd traditionalism and friendly treatment of religion, but I see it as a quite enjoyable political ideology, especially in Mussolini/Gentile’s manifesto. Fascism was certainly not socialistic in any other aspect than its collective “bringing-together” of all the national populace. You cannot be a “corporate socialist”.

Libertarians are foolish and have a tendency to rave on about the astounding achievements of the individual and how we must all be free from the murderous State; but the individual is weak and lonely where the State is strong and able. Libertarians use the word “Statism” – a word that a certain imbecile by the name of Ronald Reagan also had strong affection for – to describe any state that directly or indirectly is responsible for more than 0.5% of the national GDP.

Nazism and Fascism were collectivist and authoritarian (and at least in the case of fascism, totalitarian) systems, this does by no way mean they were “socialist” systems, but what can one expect from Libertarians? Surely this fellow must have missed the dreadful news that a number of the degenerate Baltic states as well as Czech Republic have instated a policy of flat tax (at about 10-12% in most cases). This would be unacceptable in any even remotely “socialist” nation. Even in the most liberal deviations of socialism, flat tax is unacceptable.

The Individual must not have power. The individual is meek and meaningless and temporary. Individuals must be controlled. What could have brought anyone to post a pro-Ron-Paul comment here? I mean, save the curious question why anyone would bother commenting at all—I advocate Soviet-style socialism of the Stalinist model and replacement of market/mixed economy with a centrally planned command-economy. I also advocate the relocation of political dissidents voicing their opinion and partaking in activism to labour camps and closed cities in the spirit of internal exile. And no, I’m not even kidding.

It pisses me off when some American calls me a liberal, too. I’m not a fucking liberal. I don’t support any of that hippie-esque stuff, free drugs or world peace. I am passionately pro-war and anti-humanism. In before some comments “lol ur delusional,” “psychotic”, “crazy”, “nazi”, etc.